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Monday, September 10

well, all of a sudden in the middle of the night i'm blogging. phew, so what's there for me to say. kinda tired nowadays, waking up early and having late nights. ): saddening. but i'm going to be fine i guess. hopefully la. haha.

schools going to be starting soooooonnn. in about a week, rather anxious about the class that i'll be in. hopefully there's going to be someone whom i know at least on the same level with me. praying real hard. hahah. and even better would be friends who are going tobe in the same class as me. if not i have to make new friends again which i don't really want to do so especially when you have to actually go through the process of getting to know them and their character.

praying for a good block, good level and of cos a good class. hmms. freaking lethargic now and then, i need a dozens of energizer in me to fill me up with energy. if not i'm gonna be rotting away la. hahah. perhaps i'll get some energizer for myself when i'm depleted of energy. -.-

i'm seriously dumb la. i actually sprained my thumb while playing with my lil cousins la. -.- wthwth. but it's a minor injury which got me a rather big thumb. perhaps it cn actually attract attention when i give a good sign. hahaha. k. that's lame. -.-

i'll stop here. (: for now, might blog again as soon as possible. (:

yuppa ya ya yuppa yuppa ya~

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random lyrics.

TATA young I Think Of YOU.

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]

Is think of you I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay

I think of youI think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire, Through the rain
I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't breakThrough it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you.........

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Wednesday, September 5

GOODBYE by Janice.

I can see the pain living in your eyes.
And I know how hard you try.
You deserve to have so much more.
I can feel your heart and I sympathize.
And I’ll never criticize.
All you’ve ever meant to my life.

I don’t want to let you down
I don’t want to lead you on
I don’t want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can’t live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There’s nothing left to say but good-bye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I’m not sure I’m worthy of.
Losing you is painful to me

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can’t live a lie anymore.
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There’s nothing left to try
Though it’s gonna hurt us both
There’s no other way than to say good-bye.

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Wednesday, August 29

i'm blogging! wheeee. hahas. -.- lame. i'm having holidays. it's kind of a happy thing but yet a sad thing in many ways or another. kind of contradicting but this is how i feel about the holiday i'm having.

well, went to camp known as SUI camp. It's somehow a shop that's own by the school. Due to my course, it's a compulsory to join this thing. super lame la. but everything slowly changes la. hah. it's a very fun and interesting camp with many activities. Even in the night, the games that are being played are all fun. But can't be compared to the games we came out with to entertain ourself. Somehow a M18 game. haha. the forfeit that are being done range from gross to porno. haha. -.- 3days two night camp. and the total amt of hours i slept was just a pathetic four hours. strong can. haha. it's an election camp for the management commitee. I'm in. (: Ast manager for Marketing department. haha. CHiM hors. LOL. lost the Marketing manager post by 1 votes. ): to be exact it's 2 so that i can win. haha. anyway, it's too late.

Busy with basketball and stuff. i'm gog back to Rp trg. All bcos i'm having an objective and a goal to work towards. haha. if not who cares about it. -.- Friendly against 40years old singapore team ytd. we won. though they are old they're all super strong la. haha. just that we're faster only. -.-

i'm able to perform. (: wheee.. hahahas. I love ytd night~ haha. it's a very happy night~ wahahhahas.

slept till 4plus today and my gf came over. ate and stuff la. haha. nth much to say. hmms. tml i'm working le la. -.- hopefully it's good if not i sack the boss. hahah. oh man~ i miss my class la. i miss my block. i miss my level. ): shit the school system to actually change the class la. fucked up. haha. but no choice la. hopefully sem 2 is going to be great. haha. i wanna buy green tea of the school`~ (:

presenting to you the class of mine which filled my sem 1 with laughters and joy, W15C. (:

When the sun shines we shine together~

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Sunday, August 19

whoa. i'm blogging. (:

the weather have been so utterly disastrous la. i'm going down and down physically. even during trg was hell for me with the cold air blowing on me and i'm freaking hell shivering there. i've got slight fever ytd but after a superb night, it recovered. guess it's somehow a pill which brings me out of my illness. (:

And i'm sure i won't get sick of such nights even if i'm gonna have them everyday. (: things around me have been rather confusing and indeed bad for me. But in a way or another, it's memories which i will never forget about. even though all this things are happening, i'm still living strong here. wahahhas. -.-

i still believe in what i believe. (: hopefully the gaps can be closed for certain stuff. guess i'm really physically and mentally tortured. school holidays are coming.. hopefuly everything will be fine though i'm somehow afraid of the holidays as i'll so be rotting away and i might be Dsick. (:
and oh my goodness de is that i'm spending money like tap water. oh man, i need a job in one way or another but whose gonna hire me.... );

oh man, i need energizer la! whahahas.

semester two seems rather unfamiliar to me. the change of classes and everything that's slowly becoming use to may be gone. i dont wanna change class la! argh. i want everything thing in the level to remain the same. haha. hopefully, times in semester two can be like semester one. so great and memorable. guess i've kept the memories of sem one down somewhere lock up in my heart so that it won't be forgotten. (:

going off. blog again when i'm bored. (:

Walking on the lanes of unknown till the day they met;

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